Perhaps what you are doing and what I am striving to do well myself is riding it, not surrendering it, unless you meant it in a way that meant you’re not going to force yourself to control it. Then, I think surrendering is good. I follow Bruce Lee’s philosophy of “being like water”. You can be powerful, resilient, adaptable, and unrelenting all at the same time. Be formless, shapeless. Be water, my friend.